Haaa...it's been long time!

(english version of last post)

Yup...i'ts been a long time that I don't write here and it's not because nothing happened!

Furthermore it's the opposite...too much going on at the same time I guess I'm stuned, shocked, like computer..."May someone press ctrl+alt+del, please?" :s... lol

One of my habit it to think and reflect about everything that's happen to me, I think that acting like this I can get the most of it and learn with the situation that life bring to me.

Once I heard this:

"Situations are inevitable but to suffer is a choice"

And keeping this on my mind I TRY not to suffer with what happens, giving it a different meaning, trying somehow to take advantage of everything.

I confess: it's not easy! By the way, live into this philosophy is a big challenge. Sometimes what I really want is to blow up, to shout, to kick "why me? why this have to happen to me?" however...after this 5 minutes of fury comes the question "what is it for? Is it going to help?" and the wise answer is NO.

Act as victim (some people love it) never was and never will be the solution for anything so the most smart attitude is to focus on how to solve, how to be strong against obstacule that life bring to us and be positive always, belive that there is a reason for everything and even if I can't understand it right now, after all it's the best for me, maybe not now but it will bring something better in the future!

Lately, as I said, I have been thinking about many affairs and if I was going to write about them all here...omg...I'm sure nobody would be patient enough to read it...lol....however all the philsophies and great discoveries had beginning in the inner questionings of some individuals, in the searches for "why's???" (I wonder if I'm going to become a philosopher....lol) So, Just to make sure you can also, who knows, ask yourself and think a little, I'm going to telll what I've been thinking . Two subjects in special, and they involve many others, they are complex and very subjective... What is happiness? What is necessary to be really happy? Freedom...are we really free? What is freedom? This really exists? Omg...uahahaha.....Didn't I have nothing easier to think about? Those are subjects of many and many books, many and many thinkers thinking about this and definitive conclusions: none! I, myself in my modesty ignorance, think that they do not exist, and never will exist definitive conclusions for this issue. Do you know why? cause it's too subjective, it changes from people to people, personal beliefs ans interpretations. Obviously us, human beings are so different that we end up being all equal...hehe...we have many "rules", we make lot's of same mistakes so some rules can really work and for those who like it we have tons of books, websites, e-mails, magazines and so on where you can find "recipe" for almost everything. About Hapiness, many people think that it's elsewhere, we have to look for it and achieve things that will bring happiness and they live conditioning things to the happiness "some bright day it'll happen and then I gonna be the happyest person in the world" but what I understood is that happiness is just in one place: INSIDE OF OURSELVES! For me, the happiness is a mood, a spirit state and happiness does not exist, what do exist are happy moments, pleasure moments lived day by day , pieces of happiness, simply moments that in the end when we put they all together it becomes a happy life! woow....so beautiful indeed...lol Now, Freedom...pffff....damn...lol...I can hardly talk about it at this special moment therefore it'd be really contradictory and extensive. I've always appreciated the freedom, always wanted to be a free person and I always though that it's was just up to me, on my hands and now I have this terrible feeling of impotence, that it's not just up to me and this is exaclty what made me question "Does freedom exists?" I belive that in the past, caveman they were free but nowadays??? I'm starting to belive that the freedom is just an illusion, rubbish, we think that we are free until the day that somebody show us that we are not. Maybe this is why so many people belive in Matrix...lol...and the worst feeling (at least for me if it's not the worst it's one of them) is when you want to do something and be hindered for something, someone...you can't and that's it! All the stuffs that are impose for us by the society, the values that they sell for us all the time, the things that we want to achieve... if we think carefull about it they are exaclty the ropes that will tie us. Think about your life...Can you do today what you want? Can you be wherever you want? Can you move from your city? Can you visit someone that is not close to you? Noooo....Why not? Where is your freedom??? Frustrating! : - ( Well... that's all for today...... as I said I'm with mixed feelings, however: -)

"Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm!"

(Churchill)

"One of the secrets of the happiness is to know to create conditions so that the life depends on us"

(Shinyashiki)

"Many people lose the small joys while they wait the great happiness"

(Pearl S. Buck)

LET'S BE HAPPY TODAY... EXCELLENT WEEK FOR ALL OF US!!!

OVER and OVER and OVER AGAIN! : -)